May Contain Blueberries

the sometimes journal of Jeremy Beker

[![Sundial](/images/2236882962_ed7d55d2c5_m.jpg)]( "Sundial by Jeremy Beker, on Flickr")

As many of you know, I have been working free-lance since I left GuardianEdge as I take my time trying to find that perfect (or as close to perfect) new job opportunity. This has obviously meant that I have spent considerably more time at home without the regular daily schedules that come from being employed at a 9-5 job. Especially over the last few weeks I have started to notice that my sense of time and the passage of time has become, shall we say, less than good. It is as if time has become drawn out and events that feel like they took place several months ago in fact only took place weeks ago. I find myself having to pull up my calendar to recalibrate my sense of when events actually took place.

This is a very odd experience to undergo. On the bright side, subjectively I am not getting old as fast as I was before.